BLAH, BLAH, BLAH

The last couple of months I have been feeling very BLAH. 

There is NO reason I should be feeling this way. 

I am married to the man of my dreams.

I have 4 beautiful children.

We are fortunate to have a boat and can go fishing anytime we want.

Football season is upon us.

I have great friends and we have awesome football parties every weekend.

ROLL TIDE!!

So WHAT is my problem?????

The only thing I can figure is I am not happy with MYSELF. 

The old saying of once you get married you gain weight has been more then just a saying, it has been my reality. 

While organizing photos on my external hard drive I found some pictures which inspired depressed me.  The picture below shows what I looked like a few years ago -- mind you my twin daughters had already started elementary school when this picture was taken.  {Yes I look like a hoochie, but give me a break I was going to a Mardi Gras Ball and I looked GOOD!!}

This is me now.  {Please note I do not have any pictures of my entire body because I refuse to take any.} 

I am ready to feel like the “old” me.

Feeling BLAH has kept me from doing things I want to do....

I want to blog, but don’t because I feel BLAH. 

I want to redecorate my house, but don’t because I feel BLAH.

I want to go out every now and then, but don’t because I feel BLAH. 

I want to shop for new clothes, but don’t because I feel BLAH.

I am sick of feeling BLAH!

BLAH, BLAH, BLAH

Enough of being BLAH, I am not a BLAH person. 

I would like to warn everyone the old Michelle will be back very, very soon so get ready because HERE I COME!!